RE: FN-FORUM: OT - men can be sensitive.....

date posted 29th January 2004 11:51

Superb, that's another keyboard I've had to replace from blurting tea
all over it...

Many thanks,
J Sutton

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Subject: FN-FORUM: OT - men can be sensitive.....


>>A letter written by a heartbroken man to his estranged partner >>
>>Dear
Audrey: >>I know the counselor said we shouldn't contact each other
during
>>our
"cooling off" period, but I couldn't wait anymore. The day you >>left, I

swore
I'd never talk to you again. But that was just the >>wounded little boy
in
me
talking. Still, I never wanted to be the >>first one to make contact.
>>In
my
fantasies, it was always you who would come crawling back to >>me. I
guess
my
pride needed that. But now I see that my pride's >>cost me a lot of
things.
I'm
tired of pretending I don't miss you. >>I don't care about looking bad
anymore.
I don't care who makes the >>first move as long as one of us does. Maybe

it's
time we let our >>hearts speak as loudly as our hurt. And this is what
my
heart
>>says... >>"There's no one like you, Audrey." I look for you in the
eyes
>>and
>>breasts of every woman I see, but they're not you. They're not even
>> >>close.
Two weeks ago, I met this girl at Flamingoes and brought her >>home with
me.
I
don't say this to hurt you, but just to illustrate >>the depth of my
desperation. She was young, maybe 19, with one of >>those perfect bodies

that
only youth and maybe a childhood spent >>ice skating can give you. I
mean,
just
a perfect body. Jugs you >>wouldn't believe and an ass like a tortoise
shell.
Every man's >>dream, right? But as I sat on the couch being blown by
this
>>stunner, I thought, look at the stuff we've made important in our
>>lives.
It's all so superficial. What does a perfect body mean? Does >>it make
her
better in bed? Well, in this case, yes. But you see >>what I'm getting
at.
Does
it make her a better person? Does she >>have a better heart than my
moderately
attractive Audrey? I doubt >>it. And I'd never really thought of that
before.
>>I Don't know, maybe I'm just growing up a little. Later, after I'd
>> >>tossed
her about a half a pint of throat yogurt, I found myself >>thinking,
"Why do
I
feel so drained and empty?" It wasn't just her >>flawless technique or
her
slutty, shameless hunger, but something >>else. Some niggling feeling of

loss.
Why did it feel so incomplete? >>And then it hit me. It didn't feel the
same
because you weren't >>there, Audrey, to watch. Do you know what I mean?
>>Nothing feels the same without you. Jesus, Audrey, I'm just going
>>crazy
without you. And everything I do just reminds me of you. Do >>you
remember
Carol, that single mom we met at Pontins last year? >>Well, she dropped
by
last
week with a pan of lasagna. She said she >>figured I wasn't eating right

without
a woman around. I didn't know >>what she meant till later, but that's
not
the
real story. Anyway, >>we had a few glasses of wine and the next thing
you
know
we're >>banging away in our old bedroom. And this tart's a total monster
in
>>the sack. She's giving me everything, you know like a real woman
>>does
>>when
she's not hung up about her weight or her career and >>whether the kids
can
hear
us. And all of a sudden she spots that >>tilting mirror on your
grandmother's
old vanity. So she puts it on >>the floor and we straddle it, right, so
we
can
watch ourselves. And >>it's totally hot, but it makes me sad too. 'Cause
I
can't
help >>thinking, "Why didn't Audrey ever put the mirror on the floor?
>>We've
had this old vanity for what, 14 years, and we never used it >>as a s*x
aid."
>>Saturday, your sister drops by with my copy of the restraining
>>order. I
mean, Vicky's just a kid and all, but she's got a pretty >>good head on
her
shoulders and she's been a real friend to me >>during this painful time.

She's
given me lots of good counsel about >>you and about women in general.
She's
pulling for us to get back >>together, Audrey, She really is. So we're
drinking
in a hot bath >>and talking about happier times. Here's this teenage
girl
with
the >>same DNA as you and all I can do is think of how much she looked
>>like
you when you were 18. And that just about makes me cry. And >>then it
turns
out
Vicky's really into the whole anal thing and that >>gets me to thinking
about
how many times I pressured you about >>trying it and how that probably
fueled
some of the bitterness >>between us. >>But do you see how even then,
when
I'm
thrusting inside your baby >>sister's cinnamon ring, all I can do is
think
of
you? It's true, >>Audrey. In your heart you know it. Don't you think we
could
start >>over? Just wipe out all the grievances and start fresh? I think
we
>>can. If you feel the same please please please let me know,
>>otherwise,
>>can
you let me know where the Sky remote control is. >>John





Paul Cooper
Internet Developer
Intex Design
http://www.intexdesign.net

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